Don't have the time to write more as the power status of the laptop is showing me that there are only a few minutes left until it turns itself off. And I am too lazy to get the wire shit to recharge it
Ok and I had a look at the clock and saw that it is about three o'clock in the morning.
It's not that I need to get up tomorrow early, cos I don't have any appointments, but my alarm clock is ringing at 9.30 to wake my beautiful girl and to have some breakfast together before she has to go to her lecture. Maybe I am joining her. Let's see.
Depends all on my mood.
And this is to be honest the fact that is scarying me. My mood. I am in such a good mood right now that I am afraid of myself.
I don't know the reason.
The week was great. It felt so good to be back.
It was an amazing time in Germany. Oh yes, it fucking was. The guys were ♥ and we spent so many nice hours.
I can't remember the last time I was laughing that much like those few days on our road trip.
But it was also nice to see my family again.
I really missed them so much and I do again yet.
We booked a flight to Germany again. July, 31th we'll make it to Bremen... for about 15 days and then it goes back home with my brother, who stays at our place for about 8 days. ♥♥♥
Oh and my mummy is visiting us again ♥ next month. It was our birthday present for her. I am so happy she is coming again.
Ok back to the first week here at home.
It were lazy days. We really had to relax. Went out two nights, had a few drinks and a lot of fun.
Weird things happened and people apologized what still makes me thinking.
But I shouldn't drive myself crazy about this right now.
We spent a lot of time in bed, watching CSI and Alice in Wonderland again. Love this movie.
I so much want to be the Red Queen!!! XD
Cuddling and stuff ^^
I felt confused those days and sick and tired but also unbelievable happy. Weird isn't it?
Hmm what else to tell. It's kinda skin-deep entry I know but I am not in the mood to talk about things I think and feel right now. Would be a disaster I guess. So I shouldn't really do it.
I just want to mention one thing:
We really should stop this. I mean, provoking each other and stuff like that. It starts to feel like a kindergarden shit. And I hate things like that. I am not that kind of person and actually you should know this.
I am aloof? Ok, maybe I am but don't you ever tell me that I never gave you the chance to get closer...
Ahhh, what the fuck I am talking about, I should shut up and keep my good mood!